Wedneday 5th November 11:30

After a good conversation online with Sir last night i spent the night in the jock as instructed, this morning i woke up and showered and cleaned myslef as my master has instructed me to do every day which i did througouly. I then head into town as i have to collect some things for work, have been exchaging several texts with Sir this morning. Sir is coming into London this afternoon for a meeting but i unfortunately have to be at home to collect some furniture thats being delivered. However we have said that it is not long now till Friday when i meet him in his room for Sir to inspect me and see how i am.

I have also been told that i can talk with his bf/ live in sub lad tonight online and talk to him about what he does for Sir, and how to take certain things (which i think will be a big help)

Sir wants me also to stay over with himslef and his bf at the hotel on Saturday night once i have finsihed work, which i am very looking forward to, to be able to impress myself with his sub boy as well.

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Tuesday 4th November 2008

I have just recently been in discussion with Master EOS and have decided and agreed that i am his slave boi, we are meeting this friday in London where i am going to show him how much i am looking forward to a master to control and own me.
I have been looking for someone to have complete control and use over me for sometime and never found the correct person.

I am very grateful and thankful that Master has decided to have me as his Slave.

I am looking forward to serving him and to be used with other lads as well to advance myslef.
Training i am looking forward to is to be in chastity from day one ( this is something that i have been looking forward to for a long time, to be kept under lock and key and not have any control over my cock) passing this control to master is a very big thing for me. However it is something that i am very willing to do to get masters trust and to pursue my own desire to be owned full time and total.

Also i am looking forward to master conrolling what i wear - i have already been instructed to wear briefs from now on, and i will go out and purchase some on Friday before i meet Sir. Also for Sir to control what other clothes i wear and when to wear them, whether to purchase dm boots and army gear, or sports kit or track kit and wear that when not working, Again this is all now Sirs choice. Sir chooses when i see him ( he knows when i work and has allowed for that) however i am slightly concerned as i do have commitments to work and sometimes like this week i have had to work extra time over the week to make sure everything is done. I love my work and need to explain that to Sir when i see him, to let him know how much it means to me. However i still understand that time out of work is always on Sir's time and i respect that.

I know that i have been seeking this for sometime now and am glad and nervous about meeting Sir on Friday but hope that i can show him that i can perform and excel for him.
I am aware at the moment i am not happy with the way i look but i am setting myself on a course of training, however Sir will probably give me training when i meet him and give me times where i must go to gym etc and work out for him.

Ad for experience i am looking to expand on what i have done already but also try things that i have not done before, i can see that Sir has quite a lot of equipment and would like to be able to use all of it over time and be able to take what Sir gives to me without question. I am definetly looking to learn new things and expand on what i know already. As for use with others i have not had a great deal of experience with this but i am willing to be used with Sir's bf sub boy and i am actually looking forward to that to be played with and used togther, to learn new things from both Sir and his sub. To find out the best ways of doing things.

Between now and Friday i just will be working and inbetween that contacting Sir when he specifies it, and also getting myslef some briefs (as Sir wants me wearing them instead of boxers) which i am very looking forward till.
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Tuesday 4th Nov Evening

After talking on msn for few hours with Sir tonight i feel more at ease and better as i know what Sir requires of me, what he is looking for in me.
I now know what i am doing when meeting Sir this week, how to present myslef and what to do upon arrival which is important to make a good impression on him, i also will be dressed for work but looking smart for him wearing briefs and white socks as instructed. I have not work briefs before so will be purchasing them before the meet.
I have also been told that another master one that i have seen before may be teaming up with Sir for work on bois which is very exciting to be used by both,

Sir had me explain what my last master did to me in detail and how he treated and used me and what i enjoyed and what i didnt. this was good to explain to him showed to him what i have done, and not to my knowledge at the time Sir was chatting to the other master about me anyway.
I have also been instructed to wear my yellow jock strap now until i can ask permission thursday evening to remove it and wear the briefs i will of bought.

As for now i am going to see if master requires anything else of me tonight, as i have to be online in the morning for him at 9:10.